History Of A Feeling

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I don’t know where I started, but I know where I stand
It comes back like a whisper when I’ve tried to wash my hands of it
And when I walk away I take you as I’m leaving
I’m still living in the history of a feeling

I don’t see you anymore but I see you in the mirror
I only hear your voice when I know that you’re not here with me
And I know love’s not lie but I have a hard time believing
I’m still living in the history of a feeling

And I’ve found new ways to separate the dead from the living
And I’ve filled my heart where you were always missing
Doesn’t that count for something

And I’ve found new ways to count days that you’re not in
There’ll come a time when you won’t be mind every second
Doesn’t that count for something

I still get a tremor every time I face west
Just when I think it’s gone I feel it in my chest again
It doesn’t happen time, and when it softly creeps in
I’m still living in the history of a feeling
I’m living in the history of a feeling

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from History Of A Feeling, released August 27, 2021
Written By:
Madi Diaz (For The Horses (BMI) / admin by Downtown DLJ Songs)
Natalie Hemby (Wrucke For You Publishing (BMI) published by Songs of Universal, Inc.)

Madi Diaz: Vocals, Guitar

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Madi Diaz Los Angeles, California

Rage, confusion, despair, self-deception, and introspection—Madi Diaz cycles through the full spectrum of emotions on History Of A Feeling, her debut on ANTI-. It’s an album that undeniably marks Diaz’s status as a first-rate songwriter, a craft she’s spent years refining, and one wherein Diaz establishes herself as an artist capable of distilling profound feelings with ease. ... more

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