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For Months Now

from Weird Faith by Madi Diaz

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It happened in your car
Then again at the bar
It doesn’t matter where we are, it’s a pattern
You get to fall apart
You’re selfish, you don’t think you are
Little things are the biggest part of the matter

That night you left me with your friends
I left you, a little bit then
It happens again and again, have you noticed?

I’ve been leaving you for months now
I just haven’t found a way out
I don’t love you like I used to
I just don’t know how to tell you
When you’re happy I’m the saddest
You’re gonna hate me when it happens
Keeping a secret and I’m not proud
I’ve been leaving you for months now

It’s not a big surprise
You’ve seen it, in my eyes
Every time you make me cry, you call it tough love
And you’re not happy for me
Not the way that you ought to be
And I’m tired of playing down all good stuff

I’ve been leaving you for months now
I just haven’t found a way out
I don’t love you like I used to
I just don’t know how to tell you
When you’re happy I’m the saddest
You’re gonna hate me when it happens
Keeping a secret and I’m not proud
I’ve been leaving you for months now

When I love you I hate you the most
When I love you I hate you the most
When I love you I hate you the most
When I love you I hate you the most
When I love you I hate you the most
When I love you I hate you the most

I’ve been leaving you for months now
I just haven’t found a way out
I don’t love you like I used to
I just don’t know how to tell you
When you’re happy I’m the saddest
You’re gonna hate me when it happens
Keeping a secret and I’m not proud
I’ve been leaving you for months now

I’ve been leaving you for months now

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from Weird Faith, released February 9, 2024
Written by Madi Diaz, Jamie Floyd & Stephen Wrabel
Produced by Madi Diaz & Konrad Snyder
Mixed by Andrew Maury
Mastered by Joe LaPorta

Madi Diaz - vocals, guitar, synthesizer
Konrad Snyder - drums, background vocals

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Madi Diaz Los Angeles, California

Rage, confusion, despair, self-deception, and introspection—Madi Diaz cycles through the full spectrum of emotions on History Of A Feeling, her debut on ANTI-. It’s an album that undeniably marks Diaz’s status as a first-rate songwriter, a craft she’s spent years refining, and one wherein Diaz establishes herself as an artist capable of distilling profound feelings with ease. ... more

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