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VERSE
Sometimes I lie
Sometimes I convince myself
That everything’s fine
I’m such a good actress
when I say that i miss you
I miss you, i miss you
I think that I actually do
And i almost forget there’s so much messed up
Between me and you

If I close my eyes I can’t even see
I’m in fucked state of mind
And this can’t last forever
I want the attention I want the affection
Then you take up all of my time
And besides the sex there’s nothing left
There is nothing left

CHORUS
I know why I lie to myself
I’m not really looking to get healthy
I have so many perspectives I’m losing perspective
I make me nervous

VERSE
Is it okay
That i might be using you for my own escape
I know that it’s selfish for me to expect you to understand where I been
When you been here the whole time
As messed up as it is, can we admit it
Can we just say it

CHORUS
I know why I lie to myself
I’m not really looking to get healthy
I have so many perspectives I’m losing perspective
I make me nervous

BRIDGE
I know it’s fine like every other time
I know that i lie a little bit every time
Almost every time
I don’t mean to ruin things
But I could say anything
Sometimes I could say anything

CHORUS
I know why I lie to myself
I’m not really looking to get healthy
I have so many perspectives I’m losing perspective
I make me nervous

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from History Of A Feeling, released August 27, 2021
Written By:
Madi Diaz (For The Horses (BMI) / admin by Downtown DLJ Songs)
Jarrad Kritzstein Phat Country Music (BMI)

Madi Diaz: Vocals, Guitar
Sarab Singh: Drums
Ethan Gruska: Digital Daddy
Andrew Sarlo: Bass

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Madi Diaz Los Angeles, California

Rage, confusion, despair, self-deception, and introspection—Madi Diaz cycles through the full spectrum of emotions on History Of A Feeling, her debut on ANTI-. It’s an album that undeniably marks Diaz’s status as a first-rate songwriter, a craft she’s spent years refining, and one wherein Diaz establishes herself as an artist capable of distilling profound feelings with ease. ... more

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