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Fatal Optimist

by Madi Diaz

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Hope Less 03:25
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Ambivalence 04:32
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I wanna be somewhere I can walk home from Stoned and alone and half laughing at how little I can live on I used to think I needed to read your mind I’m only gonna find what I’m gonna find and then we’ll fuck and then we’ll fight I don’t need, I don’t need, I don’t need anything anymore You can call me if you feel something If you want me to make you feel something If so how, if not why, if I can’t Why can’t I feel something I wanna be someone who doesn’t know your middle name Eyes in the back of my head, breath sucked back up into my lungs again I used to think that every word you said was a little gift That I’d unwrap and then start dreaming about the next one I might get I don’t get, I don’t get, I don’t get anything anymore You can call me if you feel something If you want me to make you feel something If so how, if not why, if I can’t Why can’t I feel You can call me if you feel something If you want me to make you feel something If so how, if not why, if I can’t Why can’t I do this right just one time Fuck my life, god damn it I might feel something I might feel something
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Good Liar 03:44
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Lone Wolf 03:10
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Heavy Metal 03:55
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Flirting 03:18
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released October 10, 2025

Produced by Madi Diaz and Gabe Wax
Additional Production by Jake Weinberg on “Hope Less” and “Feel Something”
Mixed by Gabe Wax
Recorded at Infinite Family
Mastered by Ruairi O'Flaherty at Nomograph Mastering, Los Angeles, CA

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Madi Diaz Los Angeles, California

Rage, confusion, despair, self-deception, and introspection—Madi Diaz cycles through the full spectrum of emotions on History Of A Feeling, her debut on ANTI-. It’s an album that undeniably marks Diaz’s status as a first-rate songwriter, a craft she’s spent years refining, and one wherein Diaz establishes herself as an artist capable of distilling profound feelings with ease. ... more

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